BEHOLD THE FUTUREEEE

Heyyy there. It's been ages since I last wrote at this blog. So yeah, right now I'm on my holiday. it's MID TERM BREAK hell yeah. I really need this 2 weeks break because I'm too tired of living in the asrama world. It's full of dramas and stuffs like that. Being a part of the SBP world has always been one of my dreams when I was in primary school and i'm grateful that god gave me this chance to experience it myself. Well, at first it was pretty awful, but right now, I kinda like it. I'm used to it already. I know everyone has high hopes on me. Especially my grandma, well, she really hopes that i'll end up as a doctor. Right now, I don't know about the future. and I don't think I want to know about it hehe. Maybe when I'm 16, I'll set my aims and goals for the future and what I really wanna be. Right now, I seriously don't have any goals in my life thanks to that stupid PBS. I don't even know what PBS is and how it'll end. How hard I study, I wont be able to prove it because right now what matters is not the A's you get on each subject but it's how much you have pass your tests. Passing and getting A's are different. I cant describe PBS, well, no one can actually. Oh well.