HEY

soo, I dont really write on my blog but when I do, it's because I just need some place to give out my thoughts and opinions. I really hate this stupid world because of many things. Humans are weird I guess. I started to think that humans are just mean beings compared to any other beings in this whole planet. Guess what? We kill among ourselves because of hatred and of course money. Money seems to matter the most in this world. We kill for money. We kill for a piece of paper that's worth everything in our lives. Well, I'm still 14 and I dont know this world and but I do know how important money is in life. However, we were all blinded with the fake "money is important" statement. School teaches me to always make god the most important thing in life but when we fail in our exams, they teach me that failure is wrong, that failure means you wont have a bright future. So, i'm asking you, what is the true definition of a bright future? Believe it or not it does mean wealth. How much money you'll earn, how big your company is, how much car do you have and things like that kinds of matters so people wont look down on you. Well, then that leads us back to why we are studying so hard and why teachers push us to study hard. It is still because of money. The important thing to do is reflect everything you do and question WHY you are doing this. Is it for money or for god?

BEHOLD THE FUTUREEEE

Heyyy there. It's been ages since I last wrote at this blog. So yeah, right now I'm on my holiday. it's MID TERM BREAK hell yeah. I really need this 2 weeks break because I'm too tired of living in the asrama world. It's full of dramas and stuffs like that. Being a part of the SBP world has always been one of my dreams when I was in primary school and i'm grateful that god gave me this chance to experience it myself. Well, at first it was pretty awful, but right now, I kinda like it. I'm used to it already. I know everyone has high hopes on me. Especially my grandma, well, she really hopes that i'll end up as a doctor. Right now, I don't know about the future. and I don't think I want to know about it hehe. Maybe when I'm 16, I'll set my aims and goals for the future and what I really wanna be. Right now, I seriously don't have any goals in my life thanks to that stupid PBS. I don't even know what PBS is and how it'll end. How hard I study, I wont be able to prove it because right now what matters is not the A's you get on each subject but it's how much you have pass your tests. Passing and getting A's are different. I cant describe PBS, well, no one can actually. Oh well.

DID I JUST MAKE A NEW BLOG?

Yep, I just made a new blog. okaaaaaaay